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November-December,
2012
Some
thoughts on Who
I Am
I'm not a speed reader -- I can spend hours on a
single paragraph -- but I blasted through Pete
Townshend's 500-plus page memoir, Who
I Am, in a matter of days.
The verdict? I enjoyed it -- and I'll probably read
it again -- but I'd only recommend it to fans of
Townshend's art.
The memoir has a surprising lack of focus. Its
selection of scenes and opinions seems almost
random. As Joe Flint points out in the Los
Angeles Times, the book feels like a
"diary dump" with an excess of name-dropping.
Sometimes you wonder if the editors at HarperCollins
were eager to include as many famous people as
possible, for the sake of excerpts or sound bites or
a more compelling index.
That typed, Townshend deserves high marks for the
reporting he brings to his own life. He never
hesitates to criticize himself or his relatives and
he is refreshingly honest about how much money he's
made -- and blown. The world seemed to love Patti
Smith's memoir, Just
Kids, but as
I pointed out last year, Smith was annoyingly
coy with the juicy details of her adventures. Who
I Am is deserving of the commonly applied
nonfiction adjective "tell-all." (Whereas Just
Kids was a frustrating exercise in
"tell-what-I feel-like-telling.")
But what Smith's book lacked in candor, it made up
for with its focus on a particular window of Smith's
life (her late teens and early 20s) and a secondary
character (the photographer Robert Mapplethorpe). Who
I Am doesn't bother with the art of
character development -- Townshend's friends and
relatives and lovers come and go. Some of them
receive drive-by introductions. Others -- such as
his longtime wife Karen and his bandmates -- we see
more frequently, but we don't get to know them any
better during the journey.
Nevertheless, there are countless moments where
Townshend's descriptions and memory offset his
storytelling shortcomings. Here are my three
favorite parts:
1. The first three
chapters. If you like "Portrait of the
Artist as a Young Man"-type details, you're in
heaven. I don't want to spoil too much; just know
that if you've always wondered what type of
childhood Townshend had, these early pages are
fascinating. Also, it's in these early pages that
Townshend is free from the more difficult choices
you have to make, when writing an autobiography.
There's no name-dropping, no moment where you wonder
why this or that is included. Everything is novel,
everything is vital.
2. Townshend's 1962
audition for Roger Daltrey's band, The Detours.
Again, I don't want to give too much away. I'll just
reveal the setup: When Townshend arrives at
Daltrey's house, a blond girl opens the door. She is
weeping. She tells Townshend to tell Daltrey, "It's
either me or that bloody guitar of his." Drowned in
the details of Townshend's story, it's easy to
forget that his bandmates were artists too --
artists who also had to make their own tough
choices.
3. Townshend's
influences. There are some pleasant
surprises here: "There were few artists that all
four of us respected and enjoyed, and the Everly
Brothers were among them." Suffice it for me to
share that if you love learning about artistic likes
and dislikes, Who
I Am is well worth your time. One more bon
mot: "I loved listening to my two favorite albums, Sgt.
Pepper and Pet
Sounds, and every time I listened I heard
something new, but I wish I could say I heard
something important." With this one sentence,
Townshend sums up what so many music critics have
been afraid to say, lest they be caught blaspheming
the Beatles and Beach Boys. He also sums up what
made The Who -- in my opinion -- so important and
different: Their decision to sing about topics other
than the corny, honey-dripping nonsense that defined
the first decade of the rock era.
Ilan Mochari is the author of the novel Zinsky
the Obscure (Fomite Press). His
short stories have appeared or are forthcoming
in Keyhole,
Stymie, Ruthie's Club and
Oysters & Chocolate. Another
story received an honorable mention in a Glimmer
Train competition. In 2009, he received
a Literature Artist Fellowship grant from the
Somerville Arts Council. He
has a B.A. in English from Yale University.
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